HAPPILY HAPPY

The past days had been so good for me. I'm contented with every thing that had happened, every single moment of that 24-hour day had been enough reason for me to be happy.

A lot of things had transpired: happy, sad, good, bad.. But either ways, it made me feel better and secure. In some ways, I had never doubt and I had never put doubt on something else. Maybe it's because of the so-called fulfillment that you had given yourself.

But if those things made me happy that easy, some things had made me pout easier than that! Yes, it is so hard for me to accept the reality that I'm too weak for those failures of emotions. I'm emotionally stressed, I'm emotionally weak! Well, I had already accepted that fact, " na ani lang jud ko, oa sa tan aw sa uban, sensitive pud sa uban". That's how they see me and I could do nothing but accept it, but I won't believe that what they're saying is right nor a fact for me. I may be weak facing my emotions but this is me, and whatever I do, still I can't conquer it now! I failed in that case but winner in the reason that I kept the real WARJIE myself had known for the longest time.

A lot of people wanted me to change, maybe for the better. But haven't they consider what I felt? If I'm still happy on the things they're trying to impose to me? Maybe not, cause up to now, there aim is to change me, from the moody, sensitive WARJIE to what they say BETTER!

I don't want to cry because this doesn't deserve any single tear and I can do surpass all of this!

Maybe I just need some sleep to forget this nightmare, to forget this pain.

Gotta go!