I used to ignore my blog(I mean this blog) since I and my ex-girlfriend went our separate ways.
Only I and my ex-girlfriend share the articles written in this blog, I wrote and post articles and she often reads it. That's the flow.
Since the time we broke up, I forgot to visit and upate this blog(you can see it with my last post, it's dated June and what month is it now?? See?).
But now, I'm back(not with a vengeance but with something new to share). Share? Not really, cause I created this blog just for me to write something I can't tell people about(for those who knew how moody and loner I was, you know what I wanted to say). And since new set of people had found out my blog, it would be a shame on my part if I will create various grammar mistakes that I've done on my previous posts(but I can't really promise to perfect it all, I just have to try my best).
I also think that maybe(just maybe), this is the right time for people to know who really I am(Why I'm sometimes quiet, or should I say "why I'm unpredictable").
It is really a hard thing for me to talk about how I felt(my emotions), what I'm going through, and what I wanted to tell everyone around me(Being alone is my hobby, really, seriously.) Before, I can live not talking the whole day, just doing my daily routines(in School and at Home) not uttering any single word. I'm really serious with that. But I've learned to socialize, make friends, bond, hang out, and above most: TALK.
Now, I'm slowly trying to figure out my purpose in life. What's the reason of my existence(but other may say that it's too early for me to, I'm so young and I should enjoy life as of the moment), but that's not the way I used to live my life, I work things sooner as I can. I don't want to be caged by pressure(in the nick of time).
I'm just really hoping that everyday would turn out good for me. Helping me survive my everyday struggles. Helping me make people understand that I'm just being me(the serious unpredictable, the loner, the emo as they try to call me). Helping me to be a better person.
Only I and my ex-girlfriend share the articles written in this blog, I wrote and post articles and she often reads it. That's the flow.
Since the time we broke up, I forgot to visit and upate this blog(you can see it with my last post, it's dated June and what month is it now?? See?).
But now, I'm back(not with a vengeance but with something new to share). Share? Not really, cause I created this blog just for me to write something I can't tell people about(for those who knew how moody and loner I was, you know what I wanted to say). And since new set of people had found out my blog, it would be a shame on my part if I will create various grammar mistakes that I've done on my previous posts(but I can't really promise to perfect it all, I just have to try my best).
I also think that maybe(just maybe), this is the right time for people to know who really I am(Why I'm sometimes quiet, or should I say "why I'm unpredictable").
It is really a hard thing for me to talk about how I felt(my emotions), what I'm going through, and what I wanted to tell everyone around me(Being alone is my hobby, really, seriously.) Before, I can live not talking the whole day, just doing my daily routines(in School and at Home) not uttering any single word. I'm really serious with that. But I've learned to socialize, make friends, bond, hang out, and above most: TALK.
Now, I'm slowly trying to figure out my purpose in life. What's the reason of my existence(but other may say that it's too early for me to, I'm so young and I should enjoy life as of the moment), but that's not the way I used to live my life, I work things sooner as I can. I don't want to be caged by pressure(in the nick of time).
I'm just really hoping that everyday would turn out good for me. Helping me survive my everyday struggles. Helping me make people understand that I'm just being me(the serious unpredictable, the loner, the emo as they try to call me). Helping me to be a better person.
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