Friday, November 28, 2008

Pampering the week through "TWILIGHT"


After the busy weekend, follows the grueling week of quizzes, assignments, activities and etc. It was really exhausting. Especially when I've learned that Mr. Robles (My teacher in Mgt101) conducted his class while the CPA Testimonial is going on in which I'm attending. I was really having a bad time thinking about that thing. Really.

But as the saying goes, "It's not always the usual way".

So I never expected great things to happen this week, really. I just have to live my student life the way I should be until my friends invited me to watch a movie, oh yeah, it's twilight. I insisted to watch bolt instead of twilight since I'm really eager to watch that movie since I've seen the trailer.

But due to the insistent public demand... (just kidding), I was forced to watch TWILIGHT since the ones with me will watch the said movie. That's why I go with them.

During and after the movie, there's only one thing I can say: The movie is good, though not that best.

My week was revived by the movie.

Thanks to that!

Next stop?? BOLT!!!!!!!!!

ang paboritong libro ni hudas


This is just short...

The book is really good.......
Hindi naman siya yong tipong makakadala ng paniniwala, depende na lang siguro yon sa nagbabasa.....
Like Shelu whom I've heard to be influenced by that said book....

l love the way Bob Ong conveyed his message through tagalog as the medium. Not the usual.

Ahm....what else can I say????

I think nothing more.....

I'm on my way reading all of His books...

3 more to go....


That's ALL!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

done with the other, got another one

  I find the book so hilarious when I was able to read the first page. It really made me curious.
I got home late, maybe past 12 midnight (but I was able to enter our house faster than the other night, when my mom locked the door..hehehe). Before I get to sleep, I tried to scan some of the pages of the book and look at it's pictures. I was really amazed by the story frame. So I went back to the first page and started reading the book. Without knowing, and without recognizing how time fleets, I was on the latter pages. That's how fun the book is. You will read it as fast as you can to know what will happen next (without knowing that you almost reach the end). I was able to finish the story in less than an hour with no interruptions. And all I can say is that, the story is fun even though it won't make that much sense at all at first read, but it is actually a deep connotation. It makes me forget my problems for the meantime --- the problems in my lessons (playing safe?).
 I just came from NBS. I bought a copy of "Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas", which was said to be the greatest book of the ever-fun Bob Ong. As what Kuya Owmeek and Kuya Joey said, the packaging was really great, it tells something which urges you to buy and read the book. I should have bought two, the other was "MacArthur", since it was cheaper (hehehehe..). My purpose is to read and somehow own Bob Ong books. But I was discouraged to hear that "MacArthur" is one of the lowest-selling books of Bob Ong. But I don't know if it was fun or great (I'll better ask them on Monday). If it is? I will probably borrow or buy a copy, just if it is fun.



P.S. If I will read all the books of Bob Ong, then, I have read it (I started a joke....). Seriously, I will tell you if he will be one of my favorite author, as if you mind, nyahahaiiii.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

living like you're dying

I'm a man equipped with all the negative traits you don't wish to see on anyone else (especially those close to you). I mean it. I knew it. I admit it.

Slowly taking steps while walking is one way of preventing danger, I mean a precaution.

But what if you're on a rush?

Your on a hurry?

Would you still take same steps?

It's always on the representation that taking steps slowly will always give you a better outcome. ALWAYS. Is it really that way? Or it's another wrong impression?

I want to be fair, with myself, with others (especially those who are dear to me, friend or more than that), with the world. But why does it need to be this way? Why is there a need for the world to be imperfect and unfair?


All I feel is pain.


I can't say anything.

I'm back to being someone who's miserable, the one who always feel incomplete.


I'm not expecting this. And I've realized that I should have learn it more.


Things unveil before your very eyes, you can't do nothing to it.

It's all LIFE. That's LIFE. LIFE.


LAUGH THE TEARS, HIDE THE PAIN. LIVE LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. LIVE LIKE IT'S YOUR LAST.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Prescription for a Broken Heart

Being heartbroken is a pain that no one can understand until they have experienced it for themselves. You obviously have, therefore are aware of how fragile your heart is right now. Healing a broken heart will take time, but is not impossible, though it may feel that way at the time. It is never an easy process to go through, but with the right prescription, you will be on your way to recovery and happiness again.
The first thing you should keep in mind is that it is okay to feel sad and grieve about what happened and that you are not stupid for doing so. It is perfectly normal to feel sad and cry after a break up. You have invested most of your time and all of your love and interest into your ex-partner; therefore will go through a sad and painful withdrawal. It is notable that you not grieve all on your own. Sure, there will be times when you will just want to be alone and undisturbed. However, it is important that you talk to your friends and family about it. Talking about it is not only healthy, but will mend your heart quicker because you will release the thoughts and facts that are hurting you so much. Seeking professional advice will be a great help to you as well because your mind will open up and see new perspectives and understandings of what happened. It will help you gather your strength, pick yourself up, and find the happiness you deserve to have.
Accepting the fact that you and your ex-partner are no longer together is a necessity if you are going to start mending your broken heart. If you catch yourself unable to function due to constantly thinking about your ex or repeatedly calling or visiting him or her for another chance, then chances are you are suffering from love addiction and should seek counseling. Discontinuing a serious relationship is emotionally challenging and can drive you to do things that are unhealthy for your self-being. To avoid entering such hazardous areas, keep yourself occupied. Go out with your friends and family to help get your mind off the break up. It is best to spend as less time alone as you can in the first few weeks of your breakup so that your emotions can slowly and patiently form back into their normal pattern.
Fight the thoughts that tell you that you are a failure and are to blame for the end of your relationship. When a relationship ends it means that the two of you were no longer compatible and that always takes two, not just you. Instead of beating yourself up over what has transpired, examine your ex-relationship by listing the things you enjoyed most about it and then the things that disappointed you and what you believe really caused the breakup. Look at the relationship as a learning experience and an opportunity to improve your relationship skills, and a way to realize what you truly need and want from a romantic relationship.

(http://www.love-sessions.com)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

reading BOB ONG's


I am really into reading. I'm a big fan of english-fiction books, those from Dan Brown or Robert Ludlum. I also like reading business-related books (accounting books?maybe.), authored by Stephen Covey, Donald Trump Jr., or Robert Kiyosaki. Or books which are now a major motion picture (too many to mention). I just find satisfaction on reading those books. On other hand, I hate some books, especially Tagalog pocket books(boring....ZzzZzzZzzZZ).

Later this year, I found something interesting about an author (and his books, of course) from the mouths of my ate's and kuya's (BSA department). They really have a lot of good things to say about this brilliant "BOB ONG". First thought that comes to mind is BR books. Ong? Sounds Chinesse, right? And they're more on business, I supposed. I've heard numerous heresays about Ong's books (Stainless, Aba?, Alamat, Paboritong Libro ni Hudas.....and I forgot the others). Almost all elites of the department (Club Presidents, Actives, and the pambato's) have read the book and recommended it. So there is really something from it, I presumed.

Just this November 13 (Thursday), Ate Hannah (Gomez) lend me her "Stainless Longganisa". I am quite excited to read it, curious of what will I find out. So, I started reading it the time she handed it to me, but due to some interactions, I can't concentrate and ponder on what I'm re
ading(assignment here and hither, quizzes, reviews, and I went to sleep earlier than before), so, it doesn't gave me the time to comprehend the book (I mean the content).

This weekend, I have no class, assignments prompted me. But as eager to read the book, I've done all my homework the Friday night, so that Saturday will be a free day for me (Yehey!).

So as expected, I did finish reading the book by Saturday.
The boo
k is different (to the extent that I haven't read something like it before). I thought it will evolve on only one story but I found it wrong. The story jumps from one set-up to another, one story to the other. Bob Ong is a writer who wrote what's inside him (even if it's not chronologically arranged), what he wanted to write. And that's what I like most about his book. I've learned from it.

(If the BobongPinoy was really published, I want to read it, seriously. I want to know his stand regarding political issues which I love dealing with.)

H
e shares to me what it takes to be a good writer, pondering on the thought, "You should aim to be a writer because you wanted to write, not because of the things it will bring unto you, not everyone has given the talent to write........"

Honestly, I'm really not into TAGALOG books (except those required on school, Noli Mi Tangere or El Filibusterismo either), I don't know what comes into my mind to give this book a try, besides, nothing's wrong with it.

But as a result?

I don't have any regrets at all. Promise!

Looking forward on reading another BO book, next time.

P.S. I can't tell now if I really love the way BO write his books, since it is only book that I've read. Maybe next time.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

OVER and OVER



Yes, it is OVER!


OVER as to we're done? (not really, just a sort of asking time and space to think and realize)
It was last November 11 (supposedly our 1st monthsary) when we talked about our present situation and the possible solution to it. We talked about a lot of things before we landed on our main topic and after a long conversation and conveys, we decided to somehow stop what we had.
I wrote this to be a sort of outlet for how and what I truly felt that time and as to this moment. I feel so sorry for what I have done. I know that I did cause her pain, but all I think is that if I would make it longer, she might be hurt more. So, as earlier as possible, I've told her about the confusion of my heart.
I really have this bad luck in regards to having relatonships. Is it possible to be happy while you're in love? Then, the break-ups will fall on the date of your monthsary, do you know how it feels? Really stupid!

I know it was all my fault. I know I'm really stupid! I know I'm pathetic, insensitive! What else?
Stupid feeling!
I just want to be fair with myself and with people around me. But why does it have to be this hard? Is it really possible?




apologies

I'm sorry if I was not able to keep my promise of writing a new post after my escapade last November 7 (Ate Crenzy's Birthday). I am not in the good mood to write (and knowing that school is fast approaching after that adventure).

To sum it up (do I sound like not wanting to write my experience?hehehe), it was really great! That's all I can say.

Seriously, the night was filled with fun and laughter.

But before the story go there, here's how it started.

The assembly time was supposed to be 4 p.m.(Filipino Time). So as a proud Filipino, I arrived at UM Bolton at around 4:30 (at least not 1 hour late). As what Shelu(Ryan??) texted me, "Kaw na lang ang ginahulat, pagdali!". So as an "uto2x", I hurriedly went to the place and was amazed(???). Crenzy, Shelu, Kuya Ramil and his girlfriend, and Puppie are the only ones who were there. So the 4p.m. became 6:30 p.m.(hahahaizt....). But prior to that, it started raining, so as we went to our destination, the rain started to fall heavily.

So much of the bad experience (nabasa jud mi ug ulan, sayang lang wala si Hannah ug Jason, kay kung naa to sila, naa unta malipay sa amoa kahit papano..peace!), We arrived at WATERWORLD resort (am I right?? Is it a resort?). We had our dinner then sing along then "slide2x" at the pool.

And the rest was history (sa amoa na lang to, personal??hehehe...confidential??..pasensya na lang sa wala nakauban..nyahahai)


That's all!

Thanks You!

You're Welcome!

Hehehehehe...


Friday, November 7, 2008

breaking free

It's been a long time of me staying home the whole day (is it really long?). Setting aside the fact that our semestral break runs for about a month.

Bored.

Running out of fun.

It's really sad.

But what can I do? (SLEEP?) heheehhe

Been about 2 straight weeks of full rest, complete sleep, everything. But there's no fun on it. How I wish to have some past time that time (boring na kaayo sige'g atubang ug computer, tv, radyo, cellphone).........

I was really dumped with total sadness that time. I was confused. I was hurting. I was drowning.
Two weeks of no Cellphone, no text, no calls, nothing at all.

But this day, my luck changed. I will have another overnight with my new bunch of friends. Since it's Ate Crenzy's birthday. At exactly 4:00 p.m. this day, or should I say later, I will be going to UM Bolton (our assembly place). Hahahaiz, sa wakas! I will have another time to smile, laugh and talk. The things I don't usually do at home. That's the reason maybe why I'm excited (but not that much).

So, Gotta go. It's almost 4.

P.S. The day I'll be back from our adventure, I will write rightaway my surely fun experiences.