Saturday, December 13, 2008

the downfall

Mental block as define by the American Psychology Organization is an informal term used to mean either repression of painful thoughts, or an inability to continue a train of thought, like in the case of writer's block.
This thing really sucks!
I was really having a bad time thinking about what happened to my exam in Philosophy101 and Management101 yesterday. I went to school by past 9:00 o'clock for the seminar, though I'm not a part of it, I still have to go to school since I have some commitments to fulfill. By roughly 9:45 a.m., the seminar started (both in the AC and in the AVR), I was assigned in the registration with three other department officers (She Ann, Vonn, and Honey), also with the two SA's from the BSA department (Angel and Grace). From that time onwards, I'm really trying to study and review my lessons on Philo101 and Mgt101. With the books on my hand, I'm trying to read and comprehend everything that was written in the book and in need to be memorize.
After lunch, I'm getting more tense, since my exam is getting closer (3 o'clock is my exam). Ate Angel (as I've mentioned, one of the two SA) also have this Philo1 class with the same teacher as I had. And on the same way, she would also take the exam. But as she shared to me, our teacher is not around and on an important obligation, I was really happy to hear that from her, though I've seen our teacher on stairs minute before she have told me about that. So, I'm confident enough, I left my book in the department with my bag and went to the corridors of TH401, and played word factory with Honey, Ton2x, Vonn, Jonathan, Toper, and the rest of the gang. And all of the sudden (maybe 30 minutes after 3, 3 o'clock which is supposed to be my Philo101 class), my Philo teacher surprisingly went inside the classroom with test papers on his hands (since my classroom in Philo is adjacent to the front of the corridor of TH401). With no reluctance, I rushed to the department to get my ball pen and went inside the classroom and TOOK THE EXAM.
Bullshits! It was.
I forgot almost everything that I've studied days before and hours before that (though not all). It was really a bad time.
But I still manage to answer some of the questions with sure answers.
Next to my Philo101 exam is my Mgt101 exam. As I expected, my teacher arrived just in the nick of time, not too early, nor late. So he distributed the test papers and we started answering it. And here's another BULLSHIT!!!!, for another interference. I haven't forgot the things that I've read but it seem that I can hardly concentrate with the exam.
Moving to the next happening, when I went to the AC to see if the seminar is done and took some pictures (since I was assigned to that), but as I went there, I've seen that no people are left there except the ones with me in the morning up to the afternoon, cleaning and fixing the classroom. One asked me, "KUMUSTA ANG EXAM?", and I answered "OK LANG, dili sayon, dili lisod", just to keep the disappointment on me. Pathetic isn't it?
--- Waiting for the results, wish me luck!! ---

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