a walk to remember

It was a totally remarkable night. Heavy rain, flood, wet clothes.
I was really pissed off by what had happened last night. I called up my highschool friend about 5:30 in the afternoon to inform her that I'm coming to an event in which she participated, cause she texted me prior to that (inviting me to come). It was supposedly 6 p.m.(no rain yet), but I watched American Idol, so I was delayed for about two hours.
When I came rushing to the venue, it started raining, though not that heavy. But when I finally get out from the taxi I'm riding, the heavy rain started to pour heavily. That was so disgusting because I dropped at the nearest convenience store to buy something. It was so bad that I have to walk in the rain while my shoes was filled with water, my socks were totally wet, my clothes were also wet, I was extremely washed by the rain. But what's even bad is that I have to walk against the vehicles in the street because it's a one-way street. Imagine that? With yourself finding it hard to walk because of the flood and because of the people that's sure to be laughing at you.
But when I arrived at the venue, I saw those special children with their smiles (well, that's the event I'm talking about, The Camp Pag-asa, a 10-day camp for special children), I was really moved by those children who performed in the stage amidst their difficulties and differences. It has all paid-off. I even forgot that I'm totally wet. By the end of the night, I accompanied one of those special children to went back to their camp, she was on a sleigh because her other foot was cut by some reason I haven't bothered to ask.
After that thing, the rain was still on, but I have to go home, the jeepneys were all full, taxis were hard to find. But I managed to went home with all conviction.
That was a disastrous yet a very wonderful night. Awesome!

is it supposed to be summer?

For some reasons which are hard to explain, I felt this certain attachment to what I was used to do. It may follow the way it is, but I can't seem to find enough reason which I wanted to believe. I may be too hard to please this time but all I know is just I'm trying to find the right answer to my complex questions.
It was about late 9:30 a.m. when I woke up this morning, ate my breakfast, texted my friends, and went back to the life I have to face for one week. I was not bored, all I felt was emptiness in me, I just really missed schooling. But when i'm in school during school days, all I wanted is to rest and pamper myself. Isn't that ridiculous?
It's really hard to face abrupt changes and transitions in life, you will find it hard to adjust and find the best spot of comfort for your living. Now, I don't exactly know what to do, after I finish this blog, I got nothing more to do. I'm fed up facing the television everyday and listening to the sound of  the radio every other hour.
Is there something more fun to do now aside from malling, chit chatting, DVD marathon? It's summer time. I'm excited, yet, I'm bored.

Time of their lives

Today is their Graduation Day. For sure they are happy, they are glad, and they are delighted for the victory they had finally achieved. But I opted not to go and witness their graduation rites because of some unexplainable thoughts and feelings. I know, all of these are inevitable and unfathomable.
They have been a BIG part of my life. They've shown me some of the things I had never seen before. They taught me to socialize. They imposed to me that there's nothing wrong in trying. And they taught me to trust and have friends. I must admit, without them, I can't be the person I am today. For that short span of time, I have learned a lot of things, and they have taught me more than what I've learned for the 16 years of being with myself. They have contributed so much of the "warjie" people is seeing now.
HAPPY GRADUATION to all of you! You deserved to be happy and victorious.
(Hoy shelu, this is in no particular order ha, hatagan baya nimo dayon ug meaning,wala ni top2x)
To Shelu...
Thanks for everything! Eventhough I hated the way you treat me sometimes(about Orochimaru). I really appreciated everything you have done, the friendship that you had never risked for other purposes, the times that you comfort me when I felt alone and lonely, the times when you tried to help whenever I'm in great trouble. You have let me realized that friendship is not about everything you want but something you need.
To Owmeek...
Your comforting words helped me to realize that I really have nothing to worry, that I got more than what I have lost. Thanks for those comforting words. Thanks for the life's lessons you have shared on me. Thanks for the best friendship you have given me. Thanks for the guidance and the advices.
To Puppie...
For the times we talked about life, about studies, about everything, I got something from it. Though I can't expect you to talk about those serious stuffs, I still found the heart on those long conversations. Thanks for riding with me home in the jeep, thanks for the talks and for defending me oftentimes. Thanks for always being there when there's a lot of dog in the way(hehehe). And above all, thanks for being a good emo friend.
To Hannah...
Though I am irritated every time you call me "maya" or "jubang", I am still appreciative of the efforts and the friendship you have shared with me. I'm now getting used of you calling me those funny labels, all I got to do with it is laugh. Han, thank you for being a very nice friend. I am really happy that I have knew you in such a way everyone knows you and maybe even deeper. You gave me reasons why should I continue giving myself the fulfillment of a lifetime base on how you lived your life. Thanks for sharing me some of those endless thoughts and those unforgettable times. It means so much to me.
To Owen...
For all the advices regarding studies and how to deal with life, thank you. Thanks also for being a friend. You have given me the idea of how should I live my life in the future in lieu with my studies by how you lived your student life.
To Pia...
Sharing my thoughts and my story is a hard thing for me to do, really hard. But it has been so easy for me to do it with you. I don't exactly know the reason why but I'm comfortable talking with you regarding serious stuffs and emo thoughts. Thank you so much for listening to me every time I'm sharing it with you. Thanks for the advices and for the trust. Thank you also for the times you have trusted me with some of your confidential questions regarding love and about us men. Thanks for the warm accomodation every time we stayed at your house.
TO ALL OF YOU, MY HEARTFELT THANKS......for the friendship and for everything!
The life ahead of you is more complicated and more challenging, and for that, I wish you all the best there is to life and expect that you will all be part of my prayers.
CONGRATULATIONS to all of you and GOOD LUCK!!!
Superfriends forever!!!!