Exhaustion!

I always thought of having something I can share to everyone through blogging, may it be a poem, a news, an essay piece, or just any write-up. But when I'm already in front of the computer, I will ran out of words to say. Now, I'm really trying to formulate something, call it "pamugos", but it's the way it is.

After months of silence, I am now coming with words to tell. Though with no exact thought to share. I was really busy the past months, studying, reviewing, making projects, and all the school stuffs in line with me, I was awakened by my senses that this was the field that I chose to take, to be an "ACCOUNTANCY" student. I was now in the second year, and for me, the battle has just started. I haven't feel the same pressure as this before, I don't have this urge to open an accounting book before, it seemed to be as easy as playing to me. But now, call it hard and I call it "a matter between life and death".

Staying at the library for a couple of hours everyday just to have that peace of mind and confidence to enter the classroom fully-equipped with the knowledge and the answers of the questions of the "VALIX" and "EMPLEO" accounting books. Reading all that is needed to be read just to pass all the quizzes and the exams. But I still don't know if I was successful enough. Having all those heavy and thick reviewers just to assure a shameless examination results doesn't gave me a favorable outcome. Was it my fault if those books had become the most effective SLEEPING PILLS in this world? Oh....come on!

Prelim grades was released, midterms grades were given. It was enough but not satisfactory. So, I need to work more, need to study harder, need to strive even harder.

Semi-final exams are almost over, happy that accounting exams were done, minor subjects to go. Happy enough with the result of the accounting part 1 and part 2 exam. I realized that it's better not to study that hard, for the answers won't complicate your mind. Just read and understand, don't find complications. A month or less from now and it will be the finals, the judgment time. Hopefully I can make it. Please pray for me.

Now, I'm sick! I have my flu. This is maybe the effect of the two chapter projects I have done for three sleepless nights and five tiring days, the exam pressure, the swimming class, the endless reporting scheme, the non-stop quizzes and assignments, setting aside the personal agenda I have with me.

Blame it to accounting why I have not wrote posts during the past months. LOL! But I'm just really serious with my studies now. I'm setting aside all the not-so-important matter. First things first. Knowing my priorities. I'm trying to balance my studies and my rest. I don't care about the lifestyle. And I don't care more if they call me a "nerd" or a library buddy. I mean, it's my life, it's my chosen life.
Call it "corny" or call it "OA", but, you won't understand what we feel unless you will experience what we had went through. Yet, at the end, success will come to people who systematically exploit their abilities and potentials and systematically assess and optimizes their performance.